yesterday as you know i had a lot to think about. my life, my family and my love life. i have decided not to tell william that i love him because i dont want to lose him. but if he is really going to run a mile then i think that he is pafetic. and that is to all men out the there who feel the same.
i went to work yesterday and had a good look around me, there is nothing at the resturant for me. my dad owns it. i feel like i just get bonuses because im family. i actually do want to work for what im going to achieve. i dont want to take over a business that is already going. i want to start up my own business and prove that it can be succesful.
i didnt see william yesterday, i needed some time to think about my next move. when i got home, i started looking at college courses. i need to start my education now if im going to achiveve what i want to achieve. ive decided i am going to tell my dad im not running the business for him tomorrow and then im going straight on thephone to the college.
but thats tomorrow............so today ive decided im going to have the day off because i nio longer work there, (it feels good to say that lol). i just thought id pop in and fill you in on my feelings. im off to williams now.
cya xxxxxxxxxx
2007-03-28 @ 13:11