yesterday as you know i had a lot to think about. my life, my family and my love life. i have decided not to tell william that i love him because i dont want to lose him. but if he is really going to run a mile then i think that he is pafetic. and that is to all men out the there who feel the same.

i went to work yesterday and had a good look around me, there is nothing at the resturant for me. my dad owns it. i feel like i just get bonuses because im family. i actually do want to work for what im going to achieve. i dont want to take over a business that is already going. i want to start up my own business and prove that it can be succesful.

i didnt see william yesterday, i needed some time to think about my next move. when i got home, i started looking at college courses. i need to start my education now if im going to achiveve what i want to achieve. ive decided i am going to tell my dad im not running the business for him tomorrow and then im going straight on thephone to the college.

but thats tomorrow............so today ive decided im going to have the day off because i nio longer work there, (it feels good to say that lol). i just thought id pop in and fill you in on my feelings. im off to williams now.

cya xxxxxxxxxx

hey all. how are you??

my friday was a very relaxing day with a early night. still amazed by how amazing the opera was.

i then got up early saturday to go to work. i dont usually work early, but i had friday off and i wanted to go home early to get ready for my date, with william.
so i was back at 4pm and ready by 6pm, us girls have to pamper ourselves.
william was round at half 6. we went to a resturant for a meal, and then it was back to mine for the dessert lol

woke up sunday morning fairly late, william was still here, niether of us had to work. we just stayed in bed all after noon. we got up at aboput 2pm. we had lunch in a nice cafe and then we went to the pictures. there was hardly anyone in there. so it was quite nice.
after that we went back to mine but he didnt stay.

monday i got up, wet shopping with the girls, went to work and then back home again, by that time i was knackered and went straight to bed. (i didnt see william that day).

woke up this morning bright and early from my early night last night. just thinking about life and how everything is changing.

can i tell you a secret?...........i think i love william. but is it to soon to tell him??? he hasnt said it to me!!!
even though i feel like this, i still feel my life is missing something. i just go from work to william.
i would like to go back to college and have some more free time. but my dad wont let me, i have to join the family business. i feel sooo stuck.

ADVICE????
lv sacha.xxxxxx

hey all. just to let you know, wen u leave coments let me know how u are. i like to catch up.

so how is every1??

mu suprise date with william was great. we went to london to this amazing theatre to watch the opera. (he is a great opera lover). ive never really liked opera but when you see the show it is amazing!!!!

well we stayed overnight in this amazing hotel, in a massive room. it was great!!!! (i wont give you all the deatils).

the shame was we couldnt lie in though, we had to drive all the way back. but at least it got me out of work today. (im so glad my dads the boss).

we were back at 12pm and william had to leave straight away, but i aint depressed. i got last night to think of lol.

guna relax now and think of william and all of you lol.

remeber let me know how you are???

lv sacha.xxxx

hey. yesterday was also another bad day. i didnt end up going to work i came down with a cold. so i phoned in sick. i spent all day in bed watching the tele and eating toast. praying to get better.

william phoned me and he was going to come over but i didnt want him to catch nothing, so we just talked on the phone insted.

i was asleep by 8pm. it was the best nights sleep ive ever had.

woke up this morning feeling fine. gota work from 12pm til 5pm and then il be getting ready to go out with william.

he wont say were hes aking me but he said i should were a smart dress. oooooh it gives me a few idieas. so now i gota rumage through my cupboard for a sexy but smart dress.

i cant wait!!!!!!!!!
so hows every one going????
if anyones interested its the season finale of skins tonight. il have to make sure i record it.

reply soon bloggers. lv sacha.xx

yesterday was a terrible day. as you know i was going to see my family, but half way there the car broke down. so i had to ring the AA and then i had to get to a garage as soon as possible because mt tank was empty, and i neeaded the toilet. when i got ther the drive way was full from visitors cars, so i had to park half way down the street and it was pouring down of rain, so i got soaked.

my sister and nephew were fine thogh and my mother and her pregnancy were going great. left early though i couldnt wait to get back to a nice warm bath.

when i got home there was no burgular but oh well. i invited my best friend over and we had ice cream and watched the note book!!!!! lol. its soooo sad.

i was crying really bad lol. and then just as olivia left william came round, i had to quickly dry my eyes and reaply my makeup lol.

well we just chatted and he asked me how my day was then he said he had to go home because he had a lot of work to do. he just wanted to check in on me!!! lol

woke up this morning at 7am, i think im setting myself a new record, for the earliest i can wake lol. aint got to work til one so im here til 12, someone help me hav fun!!!!! lol

lv sacha xxxxxx

hey all, wots bin happenin?

as you know friday was my big romantic date, we had an amazing time. then it was back to mine for more go slow, lol. he left once again at 2am. (nothing happened.)

saturday me and william went for a picnic but i went home alone because he had a big family dinner. so i spent the rest of the night thinking about him. (sounds like a boring day but i very much enjoyed it.)

sunday i decided i was going to do some spring cleaning, it was a nice sunny day (until all the hail) well i wasnt cleaning while that was happening. because half way through my spring cleaning willim came round. we made dinner together and then finally we stopped going slow. dont mean to brag but it were amazing!!!!

woke up monday morning and william was still here. he made me breakfast in bed!!! then he had to leave for work, as did i.

work was good, the day went fast and i made everyone jealous with my week end fairy tale lol. when i got back i thought someone had broke into my flat, the door was open and i could hear someone inside. when i got in i realised it was william, he had made me a romantic meal. the meal wernt to good,
(he should leave this to the chef ME) but the afters was great, if you know what i mean lol.

well once again i woke up this morning with william making me breakfast hes such a MAN lol. wel hes only just left for work, but i felt i had to come and give you all the gossip.

ive got the rest of the day off, but im gooing down to see my sister and her baby, and im going to check in on my family, see how my mothers pregnancy is going.

i hope i have another burgular tonight lol!!!

lv sacha xxxxxxxxx

hey all whats happening?

my wednesday night was good, as you know i went out to party, and i was very much looking forward to going, especially as william was going!!!!!! we had a good time. the group i mean, me and william are still taking it slow. woke up thursday with a hangova and was working early that day. had to drag meself out of bed. but the day went fast and i was home before i knew it feeling very much awake.

so i was sat there with nothing to do when william rang me. we went out for a meal, and he asked if he could tell hes friends i was girlfreind, so i said yes. (sounded much more romantic at the time). we went back to mine, and he left at 2am. but dont worry nothing happened we are still going slow.

havent had to work today, but ive just got back from shopping with the girls, had to buy something new for my date with william tonight. im really excited!!!!!!!

I DONT KNOW HOW MUCH LONGER IL BE ABLE TO GO SLOW FOR!!! lol (funny thing is im the one who said lets go slow).

lv sacha.xxxxxx

hey all

work was crap last night, i usually hav a laugh with every 1, but no1 seemed in the mood, it really got me down. so i was glad when i finished. i went to tescos to finally get some food, so that i could finally feed myself. then it was back home to see what was on sky.

not much happening this morning. woke up early again, been doing that a lot lately and i dont know why, but i never feel tired so i may as well get up. aint gota work till later again so ive got nothing to do now. already got my food lol.

the girls rang me las night so were all going out to a new bar tonight with a few lads, especially my favourite one lol.

well not much happening now il be here for a while lol.
lv sacha.xxx

well from my last post you can see that every thing is goin well, i was just waiting for that call, lol. but last night i got the call, well at about 6pm, but i was still at work. so we arranged to meet after work.

he called round for me at 11pm and we went to the pictures!! it was nice to relax and have fun again. we went to see a school of scandal i think its called. it wernt a very good film, but i didnt take much notice.

I WAS TO BUSY HAVING THAT FIRST KISS!!!! LOL

well after that he walked me home and that was it, he didnt come in and i wasnt that bothered, we are still taking it slow. but i gota say that i now love mondays!!!!

well anyway my night was good, and thats what im really trying to say.

well anyway ive woke up early this morning with a smile on my face ready to start the morning early. and i find a tex saying goodmorning. that he sent me at 6am, he gets up early to go running. but i dont mind, it shows hes thinking of me lol.

well today ive got work and i must remember to buy food to feed myself.
lv sacha.xxx

hey bloggers

i dont know about you but my weekend was great. the girls night on friday was very good. we went to a few bars and just had a lauhg, there was about ten of us. it was great, then in the last bar we got chatting to a few lads. they were quite cool and didnt seem to exspect nothing from them. i got chatting to one of the lads called william, and we made a real connection. before i went home he gave me hes number and that was it. as i said fun without having to make out with any one. lol.

well saturday was my hangover day, didnt get up till lunch time, called in work sick, and then went to bed ealry. but it was still a nice day, i wasnt sick, so i had a relaxing day.

sunday how ever i was up early with another free day. (i dont work on sundays). well i had nothing to do so i rang william and asked him if he would like to meet for lunch and he agreed. we had a nice lunch and then we just walked and talked. and that was it. he wlaked me home and then asked if he could see me again. he said he would give me a call sometime. and that was it.

were taking it slow, but i would still like that first kiss, not rushing it thou lol. but it was very nice to be respected. now i shall have a smile on my face at work today.

im just waiting for that call.
sacha.xxxx